Dear Diary,

I have been feeling sad.
And I don't really know why I feel this way.
I have a lot of mixed emotions.
And I don't like it.
I prefer to be happy.
Although I do sometimes at certain
times and moments I suddenly feel happy
and then 5 minutes later I feel moody.

Yes. I am weird.
Well I do not like the look of my results.
Its not a nice number.
My L1R4 is like two digits.
And i don't qualify for many courses in Poly.
Wait. Is it R4 or R5 for poly?


well whatever it is, I can't even get into many courses
in Poly what more to qualify for JC right?
Well I really really want to change.
But I don't know how.
But I know I will someday.

Well I just hope that someday is soon.
So i wont regret later.

I have came to realise that I won't have brains
especially without any hard work and effort put in.
And how would someone succeed in life.
They either have talent,brains or beauty.

And I don't think I have any of those.
Hmm maybe I do.
But not specializing in one.

Jack of all trades?
That's no good.
Or I have not realised it yet.

Okay enough of sad talk.
I now just want to enjoy life.
Yet work real hard.
Yes I will try.
But I don't seem to be putting in any
efforts.

Yes I'm one lazyass.
OKAY! stop it.

Widad you can do it.

NOT!sldhgasjg;a

okay I am just sad.
I need happy food.
Yes ah mummy bought me
B&J :D

OUh. I need to stop spending unnecessarily.
I want to help my parents but not spending
on stuff that i do not need.
And don't burden then.

Wahh. like real like that.
Yes. REAL!.
okay i dunno what bullshit I'm talking.
but yeah.
whatever.

Bye shitified people.